Some good & some bad...

The other day I was doing laundry when I came upon some baby clothes mixed in with our clothes. All of sudden, I found myself unable to breathe like someone had socked me in the stomach. What really made me lose it though was when I found a "Baby's First Christmas' onsie. I knew this would happen. I just didn't imagine it would hurt just as much as when we found out. Yesterday I received some maternity clothes from an ad I had previously posted. That made me have a full out breakdown in my kitchen. There I was sobbing while my sweet 2-year-old was giving me hugs. Luckily I managed to pull myself together & went to a pilates class that helped get my mind off of things. Today I find it sneaking up on me again. I just wish this wasn't so hard.