Cause for concern

I know some of my recent posts have not been all been upbeat about how great motherhood is. First, since I almost wasn't one, I know it's a blessing never to take for granted. Some people may feel concern about how I'm doing now & how I will handle a second child. Let me ease your concern.

In some ways, it will get easier with time because I learn how to handle my stress better & how to react better. The catch is that my personality has always been a little high-strung; a personality trait inherited from my father. My personality won't change but my mothering wisdom will continue to gain strength as my son gets older.

For those who are concerned, you must realize that I am a stay-at-home mother of a toddler. In another six months or a year, it's highly unlikely that my son's "terrible two's" will be over yet. As he gets older, he'll get better but as a child he'll always be testing us. Let me say that I admire his persistence & unwillingess to give up; I want him to keep those traits to be successful in life. I want his wonderful personality to flourish throughout his life.

In another year, we'll have pre-school costs which aren't cheap. If you add IVF costs to that, it'll make it even harder financially.

Also I would rather not have my children five years apart. I want another child next year & I will handle it. I admit I'm very stressed but not more so than other stay-at home moms of toddlers. Please understand that! I will learn to deal with it better in time because that is just what you do. Others do it & so will I.

So no worries, okay?