Happy happy happy!

I know there are going to be tough days ahead sometimes when our miscarriage hits me all of a sudden but I think I'm over the worst. Today for the first time, since the D&C, I honestly feel happy. I'm smiling without reason & content with how fulfilled & fortunate I am to live the life I'm living. I'm actually completely able to focus & enjoy the good things in my life. Perhaps it's a fluke but I prefer to think not. I even thought about going dancing in a month or so. This is so good. I feel like my happy self once more, even if it's only for today. I'll take this day by day & am now confident in my ability to handle this. Perhaps I've moved onto acceptance. Who knows? The point is that I'm good for now.